aimlessly..

well the title summed it all up, when I graduated, I thought to myself "al7een kel ely abeeh break sh6olaa.. oo b3din y9eer khair adawir 3la sh3'el" now it has been 5 months, I think I had enough.. yala aby either I work NOW, or I continue my study, 6ab3an I wouldn't mind traveling, haha!

for the meantime am thinking of:

1) take level-2 and continue my guitar lessons.
2) start taking some Spanish classes.
3) ..... 3a6ony afkar?


PS: am back again b3d salfat my laptop, but now am a new confused Mac user! n getting used to it.

My first lesson this year is..

"La to2ajil 3amala al yawm ela al 3'ad"

You may wonder what makes this a lesson? Since it's too cliche and every1 knows it.. But here's why!

Yesterday I was in eureka Al Salmiya with my best friend and I saw all the hard disks there and I thought of getting one, but I was like "haa.. Laa mu wagta mesta3yel khal nkhali9 oo b3deen ayie".
Now today, the funny thing happened, my laptop died!!! The problem is something wrong with the hard disk, I didn't even bother 2 know the details..

I just hope that I backed up all my data!

2010

how's the new year going on with you? feeling optimistic, motivated, positive, full of energy, and ready the save the world? or it's just another year, getting older and nothing special?

I don't know about you, but for me, am making this year something. I'll make it a year to remember! and will narrow down my goals and actually start working on them.

anyone with me? what's your goals for 2010?! share it and make it happen! :)

'Father, have I done something wrong?'

I want to share this story with you guys:

A woman was gossiping with her friend about a man whom they hardly knew - I know none of you have ever done this. That night, she had a dream: a great hand appeared over her and pointed down on her. She was immediately seized with an overwhelming sense of guilt. The next day she went to confession. She got the old parish priest, Father O' Rourke, and she told him the whole thing. 'Is gossiping a sin?' she asked the old man. 'Was that God All Mighty's hand pointing down at me? Should I ask for your absolution? Father, have I done something wrong?' 'Yes,' Father O' Rourke answered her. 'Yes, you ignorant, badly-brought-up female. You have blamed false witness on your neighbor. You played fast and loose with his reputation, and you should be heartily ashamed.' So, the woman said she was sorry, and asked for forgiveness. 'Not so fast,' says O' Rourke. 'I want you to go home, take a pillow upon your roof, cut it open with a knife, and return here to me.' So, the woman went home: took a pillow off her bed, a knife from the drawer, went up the fire escape to her roof, and stabbed the pillow. Then she went back to the old parish priest as instructed. 'Did you cut the pillow with a knife?' he says. 'Yes, Father.' 'And what were the results?' 'Feathers,' she said. 'Feathers?' he repeated. 'Feathers; everywhere, Father.' 'Now I want you to go back and gather up every last feather that flew out onto the wind,' 'Well,' she said, 'it can't be done. I don't know where they went. The wind took them all over.' 'And that,' said Father O' Rourke, 'is gossip!'

-- Father Brendan Flynn - Doubt (Film)


PS: gabl la etkhali9 al senna, I wish u a very happy new year, and a joyful evening today :) inshallah 2010 etkon bedaya 7elwa li 3aqd jadeed!
PSS: I wont be posting for a week or something, going to Makkah for 3oumra :)

one of those days

I guess we all have one of those days from time to time.. today all I wanted to do was sit at home do nothing, switch my phone off, try to talk less, eat junk food, listen to music or watch some silly shows on TV.
I want peace, silence, some space, and REALLY a good sleep!

is anyone else having these same symptoms? I think I lost my "positivity" today! hehe :b